permohonan maaf secara terbuka

Disini saya cikFarahWahidahBintiMohdNoor dengan rasa rendah diri ingin membuat permohonan maaf secara terbuka kepada yang berkenaan according to misunderstanding statement yang saya dah published in this blog. 

Deeply inside my he♥rt, im very SORRY and SORRY

nota kaki : berkenaan = :-j

my new X-Peria x10.. im ♥'in it

now presents my new Xperia x10

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hikhikhik

Ayahanda tercinta selalu berpesan : "Berbelanjalah mengikut kemampuan"

"jangan tengok orang beli, kita pon nak beli"

buat masa sekarang, ini aje yg affordable. so, Gua Rembat Aje.

part paling best : Fake Call

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Goodbye My Lover,

Goodbye My Friend,

You have been the one,

You have been the one for me.

goodbye my SE k750i 

-RIP-

......the Fault is my Own.......

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own


I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own


I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today


I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong 

.....same mistake......

kenapa manusia keep on making a same mistake? walaupun dah tahu penah buat silap tentang sesuatu tu tp still akan buat silap sekali lagi for the same mistake. tak boleh ke dah nampak-nampak gaya nye mcm salah, terus berhenti disitu. kenapa perlu teruskan lalu melakukan mistake yg sama.

lupa? adakah sbb lupa kata dah penah buat mistake tu then terbuat silap lg. mcm x logik.

ke sebab manusia ni lemah? x lari dari buat silap..tapi kenapa mesti silap yg sama? same mistake. 

asyik nk jadikan "manusia lemah" sebagai alasan. siki-sikit alasan itu, sikit-sikit alasan itu. kamon lah.

dan tak perlu salahkan faktor-faktor lain apabila kita melakukan kesilapan yg sama. salahkan diri sendiri yg x tahu menilai sesuatu yg baik buruk dan rugi. kadang-kadang tahu benda tu buruk tapi tetap nak buat jugak. 

so?

nota kaki : iye, aku baru je make a same mistake, kesilapan yg sama yg entah keberapa kali nya.

T_T

Jangan Pandang Belakang

Braces Update : 18/02/2011 Friday

 keadaan gigi semasa cikFarah (3bulan, 2minggu, 2hari). dua hari yang lepas.

perubahan : gigi yang kedalam (dlm bulatan) dah bergerak keluar sikit demi sikit. x lama lagi straight lah.

heee ^___^

nota kaki : sejak pakai braces rasa gigi mcm kebawah, gusi nampk luas. buruk.

Jangan Nak Show Off Sgt Kau Punya Braces. Menyampah Aku.

*sila click utk lebih jelas*

menyampah la..ada aku kesahhhhh?

xdee.....~

amik pisau boleh B.E.L.A.H!

nampak sangat jealous kan?

-__-

!hanya memuji!

akhirnya ada jugak yg puji baju baru blog cikFarah ni comel.

dah tukar dua tiga hari, baru ada yang perasan kata comel keeee?

 hiksss

 :P~

*gediks*

tapi memang comel pon kan? kan? kan? kan? kan? 

nota kaki : terima kasih yayang cikAlin. nanti Alin datang Kulim kakYah belanja CendoL pulut terbaik punya okie!

♥there's always someone who loves you♥

♥there's always someone who loves you♥

Kelakar La Wei Mamat Ni ♥

damm..bapak lawak gila mamat ni.

mak suka.

terima kasih sbb hiburkan hari aku yg bosan hari ni

layan~~!

dah la comel sial.

♥ ♥ ♥

layan lagi banyak vid by mamat comel ni kat youtube ni.
loghat utara dia memang kaw-kaw punya. comel kuasa dua!

NAFSU : Halal vs. Haram

hmm..semua manusia ada nafsu kan. x kira lah nafsu makan ke, nafsu tido ke..nafsu ape lg ek. lupa dah.

tp cite kali ni tentang nafsu serakah. betul ke nafsu serakah? entah tp maksud aku disini ialah nafsu antara lelaki dan perempuan. 

nafsu antara lelaki dan perempuan yg masih belum berkahwin adalah haram. kan? makne nya x boleh la nk sentuh2 kalau bukan dgn muhrim. tp kamon la zaman sekarang ada ke couple yg x pernah bersentuh langsung? walaupun sedikit. cuba realistic sikit. heh.

nafsu antara  lelaki dan perempuan yg dh berkahwin pulak halal sebab dah ada ijab dan kabul nya. so suka hati lah nak buat ape pon, bersentuh ke tersentuh ke menyentuh ke, terpulang. 

kadang-kadang aku terfikir, orang yang berkahwin pada zaman sekarang ni adakah dey all dah betul-betul bersedia utk berkahwin atau pon sekadar nak menghalalkan nafsu yg haram sahaja. mmg dalam islam pon dituntut supaya wajib berkahwin bg yg sudah tidak dapat mengawal nafsu.

tp pada pandangan mata kasar aku berdasarkan apa yg terjadi disekeliling aku, ramai yg kahwin atas dasar nafsu sahaja. faktor tanggungjawab dan komitmen selepas berkahwin x dititikberatkan. mebi ni salah satu punca penceraian semakin meningkat.

senang cakap, orang nk kahwin engkau pon sebuk nak kahwin sbb terlalu ikutkan perasaan/nafsu -x habes pikir/pikir x panjang/pikir pendek. then bila dah kahwin dua tiga tahun, dh puas memuaskan nafsu mula la timbul rasa bosan dgn pasangan masing-masing. rasa gitu, rasa gini.

yes, kadang-kadang aku assume manusia ni kahwin sebab nafsu semata-mata. memang nafsu/seks is a apart of marriage tp faktor-faktor lain pon harus di ambil kira jugak dlm perkahwinan ni. kan?

so, kahwin = puaskan nafsu/seks semata-mata.

boleh gitu?

-WeLcome To My Life-

this song specially dedicated to Mr. DizzY-

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud 
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me


To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life


No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like


To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)


To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you 
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

nota kaki : semoga tabah mengharungi kehidupan di usm yg penuh dgn cabaran dan dugaan. x lama dah pon.

 Yakin Bolehhh~~~ Rakan Mudaaaa!

:)

Rombakan Kabinet

serious shit satu hari aku nak buat rombakan fren list kat fb.

fren list yg ada sekarang dah melebihi tahap kouta yg ditetapkan oleh aku sendiri iaitu 300 orang sahaja.

yg ada 338 orang. yg communicate dgn aku kat fb x sampai 30 orang kot. heeee.

n aku rasa nak unfriend la dgn friend yg x bape nk friend lg dah.

 buat apa nk hipokrit iyo dak?

u n me knows what goes around so xyah nak pretend like nothing happen okie.

T.E.R.J.A.H!!!

x bajet langsung tiba-tiba petang ni kena terjah dgn soalan cepumas.

sapa lagi nak terjah? mesti la Kakak Rambut Ketak~~

:P~

klik utk lebih jelas

nota kaki : no komen! *bajet artis*

:D

**doing a right thing at a right time**

tiba-tiba terfikir adakah aku doing a right thing at a right time pagi-pagi buta ni?

erghhhhh!

x payah la fikir-fikir. pi mai pi mai memang dah buat pon kan. so kalau x betul pon pasrah je lah.

mana tahu ni satu permulaan utk ke arah yang lebih baik.

sape tahu kan. doa kan je lah.

Amin.