......the Fault is my Own.......

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own


I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own


I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today


I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong 

.....same mistake......

kenapa manusia keep on making a same mistake? walaupun dah tahu penah buat silap tentang sesuatu tu tp still akan buat silap sekali lagi for the same mistake. tak boleh ke dah nampak-nampak gaya nye mcm salah, terus berhenti disitu. kenapa perlu teruskan lalu melakukan mistake yg sama.

lupa? adakah sbb lupa kata dah penah buat mistake tu then terbuat silap lg. mcm x logik.

ke sebab manusia ni lemah? x lari dari buat silap..tapi kenapa mesti silap yg sama? same mistake. 

asyik nk jadikan "manusia lemah" sebagai alasan. siki-sikit alasan itu, sikit-sikit alasan itu. kamon lah.

dan tak perlu salahkan faktor-faktor lain apabila kita melakukan kesilapan yg sama. salahkan diri sendiri yg x tahu menilai sesuatu yg baik buruk dan rugi. kadang-kadang tahu benda tu buruk tapi tetap nak buat jugak. 

so?

nota kaki : iye, aku baru je make a same mistake, kesilapan yg sama yg entah keberapa kali nya.

T_T